| Do you like meeting police at 2 in the morning too? |
[Dec. 11th, 2004|05:30 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  Woobedy dooo | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Tsk... no music | ] |
Yes, what a week. So, i am officially giving up in trig class, i told my parents such, and they were not all too happy about that, but it needed to be told. So without worrying about trig all the time, school is much easier. Yes. So the rest of the week, wednesday, went to court, amanda and jon were there also, and i got 4 points off my liscense instead of 6! Loddie freakin da... then, after that, my dad accuses me of actually doing the crap that the police said i did, even though they didn't see anything, it's all trash. Then my dad gets the balls to say to me, "SON! YOUR FAILING LIFE!" ah, what every son wants to hear from his father, not only am i failing in school, now i suck at life too according to these people who claim that they love me. They are so full of shit. I hope they read this somehow. THAT WOULD BE COOOOOLLLLL!!! yes... then, my dad's all ripping on me and crap about all the stuff that i've done wrong and the bad decisions i've made and that i'm "hanging with the wrong crowd." My dad can fucking suck it. I honestly have no motivation to obey my parents anymore. I used to respect them, but when my dad says i'm failing life, that just proves to me that he doesn't respect me, so why should i respect him. SO THAT IS THAT! K, so, rest of the week, don't remember mostly, hung out with Amanda some, and Jon, and skated, skateboarding is good, i don't do enough of that anymore, skated with Peter at Trailside one of those days, and went to jon's friday night. So jon's was crazy, if you want, ask me about it the next time you see me, it was the best time i've had since i don't remember when. Then today, hung out at Amanda's all day, and that was fun as always, and Monica was there, and yeah, people need to quit saying shit about me and Amanda. Josiah, you're usualy cool man, but you say shit like you do and it honestly makes me want to break your face. So fucking stop it. and on that happy note, tonight, plan on hanging out with Amanda some more, after i eat some turkey pot pies, hehe, wow, so yeah,
peace out my friends |
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| Been a while |
[Nov. 28th, 2004|07:33 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  LOOK AT THAT! | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i wish i had music | ] |
wow, i haven't written in this thing for ages, well, lots of stuff going down. got a ticket for reckless driving on holloween, my parents found out about that and drinking cause of stupid computers, so i am never drinking again till like, 21, wow, that's a long time from now, ah, i got a 1.6 for the quarter, three D's and an F. so my parents were pretty upset about that, so i got to shape up it seems. well, good stuff that's happened, me and amanda are together and it freaking rocks, yes, yes it does, been about a couple weeks and so far so very good. hmmm... we're really different and really similiar at the same time. i like it. anyways... ah, today, worked at trailside, skated a bit, yes i can skate now, woot woot, and then me and leta went with jon to get a tatoo, he got "no regrets" on his left wrist, looks pretty rad if i do say so myself. i was thinking about getting one but i have zero cash, so, no tatoo for me. so yeah, that is the update for today, don't expect anything too often, cause i now hate computers. peace out |
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| Bad, then good |
[Oct. 28th, 2004|09:40 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  sleepy/mellow | ] |
| [ | music |
| | silence | ] |
Well, my week started out super shitty. i found out i cant skate for another month, and then this kid i used to work with got murdered by some jackass. PEOPLE ARE SO GAY!!! it's true, i don't understand how someone could kill an innocent person for a couple hundred bucks. jackasses i swear. so that's really sad, i knew his brother and he was a really cool guy, so it sucks alot that something like this happened to their family. damn... so yeah, people at arby's were all sad and stuff when i went there yesturday. oh yeah, i quit arby's yesturday, just cause i couldn't see myself going back to that horribly greasy dirtpile. but i saw vanessa there, and we are supposed to do something on friday, so that's cool. other than that, went to popeye's with peter and nathan and ate horrible amounts of disgusting chicken, went to nik's last night and watched the punisher and played g-tar for a couple hours, then went to sleep, and now am typing this thing at nik's computer while he sleeps. hehe, yeah, so today, something with natasha, then tomorrow, something with vanessa, then hopefully something with alyssa on saturday. wow, i seem to be busy lately. mmm...skateboarding in three weeks. hopefully i will still be alive in three weeks. i don't know why i wouldn't be, but you never know. peace, seriously...
peter's quote of the day- *talking to popeye's cashier* "heeeeeeeey...there's a nickel" |
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| dude, if worse comes to worse i can just take a shower... |
[Oct. 23rd, 2004|09:11 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  what is going on? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Blind Melon-Soup | ] |
yes, that marvelous remark was made by kevin this morning, and i don't know why, i just thought it was funny. anyways, so yeah, friday night, chilled with joe and kevin, just driving around, scary driving with joe after he does things that shouldn't be done, but it was cool. then him and these girls i didn't know tp'd this gay guys house, i would have too but i can't run away if need be. then we just went to joe's and chilled and joe and kevin did more things that shouldn't be done, but it was all a good time. then today woke up at like 9:30, joe took me home, played video games for like an hour with my g, aka nathan, then liz and peter picked us up and we went to the grudge, it was a reasonably decent movie. i don't get why scary movies nowadays are making little kids all scary, i.e. 6th sense, the ring, the grudge. i don't understand what is supposed to be scary about a little asian kid meowing at you. i don't know about you, but if some little dead asian kid started meowing at me, i would just smack him. tsk. but yeah, after that, dropped my g off at work, then tried to find hauchyville aka midget colony, but couldn't find it. dissapointment. then went to peter's for a bit and just looked at odd things on the computer. for example, "arguing on the internet is like the special olympics, even if you win your still retarded." i thought it was great cause it showed this "mentally handicapped" kid running a race thing. it was fantastic. then after that went to this haunted house thing at alpine valley. i was disappointed cause none of the monster people would go out with me, even though i asked very nicely. man, they were very rude. haha. oh! and there was this guy at the movie theater! holy shit this guy was just sitting there, and i wanted to get past him to where liz and peter and g were sitting, and i was like, "um...can you move?"-no moving by the fat guy, at all, no sign of life "ummmm...hello? ummm..." then i proceed to walk away. it was scary. i couldn't tell if he was alive and just being an ass, or was dead. and then after that he didn't move for like, half an hour or so, and then he just got up and left half way through the movie and didn't come back. odd, yes. people are seriously messed up. but anyways, yeah, tomorrow, work at trailside, and lots of homework. and doctors appointment to see if my foot is still messed up.
no regrets, PAK fo life, ya heard? |
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| Let's see... |
[Oct. 21st, 2004|04:51 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  dull | ] |
| [ | music |
| | silence as of right now | ] |
hmmm...not much has happened since i last put shizit on here. ah, yesturday, went to the muskego football game for like half an hour, pretty much just walked around and talked to people. then went back to nik's, thought about going to hauchyville, but then decided not too cause i would get killed by midgets cause i can't run. then we just sat around and then i went home. hmmm...this sounds really boring. maybe something cool should happen. but the last time i said i was bored on this thing, i broke my foot the next day. hmmm...something to think about. and yeah. other than that i have been doing nothing cause everyone has to work, or is sick, or won't talk to me anymore. yeah, shit is gay like that. ah well. maybe something will happen tomorrow. and you know what? no regrets |
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| Stuff is Fucked Up |
[Oct. 18th, 2004|08:18 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  too many regrets | ] |
| [ | music |
| | The Shins-Chutes Too Narrow | ] |
yeah, so lots went down since like friday. it all started out good, but ended with a bad note. friday night, chilled at trailside till about 9, then went to jon's with people, peter, nik, brit, leta, lisa, joe, so, that was fun for a while, but i was mad at leta for no apparent reason, i thought she was being mean to me but she wasn't, but if she would have explained it to me i would have understood. but yeah, then we all drank way too much, and it was just nuts, and i am never drinking hard alcohol ever again, and not drinking with lisa or leta or brit ever again. but yeah, i'm not drink again for a long time. i don't like not being in control of my own body and mind. so, then, after that, went to niks, then bought some new headphones, cause my old ones broke cause i have been listening to a lot of music since i broke my foot and am not able to skate. then, went to alyssa's for about an hour, didn't feel like i was really fitting in, seeing as i was 3 or 4 years older than most of the people there, so i just sat in jon' car most of the time and listened to wheat. then joe took us home. then sunday, went to work, which was awkward with lisa and leta, but i think i'm ok with lisa, which is good, and a bunch of cool people were skating, so that was fun just chilling and watching good skateboarding, with reasonably decent music. it makes me wish i never new what a feeble grind was. but anyways, i think i messed things up with a certain person pretty bad, and i'm sorry if your reading this, i just thought it was the best idea at the time, but apparently it wasn't, and please understand that i don't hate you, i just think i am bad friend to you, i'm sorry. but that's enough of that.
Three Regrets
1. Feeble Grinds
2. Alcohol
3. Messing Things Up with a person that i never wanted to hurt |
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| FRIDAY! |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|07:45 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | shizit | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Wheat! | ] |
ha, i forgot, friday i went to jon's, that was fun, we made prank phone calls and stuff, and jon's mom got all pissed, it was a good time, so yeah, bye |
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| Not much at all |
[Oct. 11th, 2004|07:28 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | hitler spawn... | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Wheat-cd sample from exclusive co | ] |
let's see, what has happened in the last few days, hmmm...friday, i don't remember at all, wait, i think peter came over, but saturday, went skating with peter and jon, filmed some cool stuff that peter did, including many a large gap, and then peter bashed his head on the pavement, and he was bleeding all over the place, and me and jon took him to the doctor and he had to get a couple stitches, and it was a great time, then, i went to nik's, and took people to homecoming at muskego, and they were all looking smashing, it was funny, and a few were a bit tipsy, which was a bit odd and retarded i thought, save that for after partys at least, and then i went to joe's and he was just drinking and we listened to music and stuff and talked about issues, but i don't know how much of that joe will remember, and then people i didn't like so much came over and then i went home and slept. Then the next morning i went to work, which was ok, but good seeing as i haven't worked at all for two weeks before that, and that was interesting, bunches of people were working that don't really work there, and it was a bit annoying, and i figured out that i don't think i like this one girl anymore, which is good cause it was retarded in the first place, and she is happy with some other guy so i guess it's alright, maybe, but, then, went home i think, then peter came over, and we just played video games and chilled, and then i talked to people online and got into arguments that i didn't enjoy too much, and i think i fucked some shit up, then i went home and watched Donnie Darko, wich is an amazing, but yet a very depressing movie, and there is good music on it and such, so i would recomend seeing it. Then today i woke up at noon, (ha public school fuckers)and then ate food and then went to the mall and walked around, (yes, i can walk now, sort of) and peter bought tons of stuff, and i bought Chutes Too Narrow by The Shins, it's amazing, and then i went home, and now am typing way too much crap about nothing...except for this..."Everything is permissible for me-but not everything is beneficial. Everything is permissible for me-but I will not be mastered by anything."
That my friends, is something that everyone should take to heart, cause it's truth, and truth is good for your head.
no regrets |
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| I am a dumb kid |
[Oct. 5th, 2004|07:14 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | Leta?? | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Garden State Soundtrack | ] |
Yes, it is true, i is stupid, i think i am failing trig hardcore, and it's not cool cause my teacher wants to rape me now, and i reeeeeeeeaaaally don't want him to do that cause it would be disturbing and it would hurt and i really have to stop thinking about that now, also, in other Steve aka Whitey news, my foot is still really horrible looking, it's all purple and red and lumpy and green and swollen, it looks like death, i hope it doesn't fall off, or maybe i do, cause then it wouldn't hurt anymore, and i have listened to this cd for maybe 3 hours total today, i think that is too much, but yes, today, ah, school, homework, food, homework, tv, sleep, tomorrow, school, nik's with leta and brit i hope, cause leta is cool, and i think i need to not be dumb anymore and get this stupid thing over with, cause when it's done i will feel better, either way. ha, don't think about that too much, it's just me being retarded. so yeah, this entry is a huge waste of time, why did you read it?
Peter: What was i supposed to do today? I think it's salty...
Peter is an odd one, but yes, no regrets bitches, PAK fo life, ya heard? |
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| Fuuuuuun... |
[Oct. 3rd, 2004|01:13 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| |  i wish i knew stuff | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Frou Frou-let go | ] |
So, yesturday...ah, got back from jon's at like 7:30, went to sleep till noon, ate some food, watched invader zim for like an hour, then lisa and leta randomly show up at my door, that cheered me up, then we walked to open pantry and bought some food, then came back to my house, and then lisa and leta left, i think they were bored with me, but whatever, then i just layed outside cause i was too tired to haul my crippled butt back inside, cause i'm dumb like that, then i finally went inside, then i went with kristy to this one girls house, that was slitely interesting, is that how you spell slitely? probably not, but anyways, then i came back home, went to sleep, then woke up, late, went to church for like 15 minutes, then went to trailside, hans didn't want me there cause i cant work good, cause my foot, and he sent leta home too, wich made me laugh, she was all complaining that it was all sexist and crap, haha, anyways, hopefully i will get to hang out with her today cause she's awesome, but i probably won't cause she probably has better things to do than to hang out with a crippled kid, but yeah, so i'll go to nik's which is cool too, cause me and nik are both handicapped for a while, so yeah, peace |
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